im so bloody pissed at two people.
one is just an egoistic, self-centred bastard
who thinks of himself and not his loved ones.
and another is just someone who
likes to mess things up and create trouble.
bloody fuck luh can.


anyway, i think the chalet was kinda boring.
it sucked somehow. a bit harsh isnt it?
okay, lotsa errm, stuffs happened.
yeah.


yesterday.
made pizza at shai's house.
four of us, four different flavours.
went to pasir ris mrt to meet the class.
took a bloody damn long bus ride there.
and lek only took like 5mins to cycle there.
bungalow was cool, big and freaky looking.
like all other bungalows.


played captain's ball, twister and weird games.
twister was fun since like 6people got entangled
together. gross please, but fun. i guess.
watched TXY, ate our dinner at 8.
went to our respective rooms.
played cards.


i table-top'ed dance at the bbq table.
so bloody retarded.
it's fun tho'.
thankgod there were no kaypoh people luh.
OKAY, danced somemore in the room.
me and raudah were hyper like shit.
so we danced, danced and danced somemore.
retarded.


went to play "spider web" at the park.
slide, swing and all. so freaky.
at night somemore luh.
im superstitious you see.


played sparklers at 12midnight.
took scandalous pics of and with
aimran and wen bin. mug shots and all.
ERR, gossip and nomination session after that.
since nobody wanted to sleep.
who to go to hell first, who to start a family first.
who will be a businessman, pornstar (me)
brian was being patriotic.
he wore red and white.
he looks damn kiddy-ly cute luh.


yeah, all those crap.
i was so tired that i decided to sleep.
raudah, shai and aimran talked for the
whole of the night. like so energetic luh.
err, lek woke me up at 5am.
settled stuffs.
hmms, ate cup noodles till like dont know what time.
stoned in the living room.
slept.


today morning..
woke up, shai, rau and aim left me.
so i watched this stupid show which
insulted my intelligence.
20minutes for viewers to answer
ONE stupid question.
even joon tat was pissed.
oh, it was from some m'sian channel.


prata for breakfast.
played at the park again with
yi mei, brian and xing wen.
i tried the "PUMP"
bloody shit fuck luh.
feel like vomitting.
couldnt stop at all.
twirling round and round.
i thought i was about to die.
and brian thought i was having fun.
=.="


i still cant forget it.
ERR, then hid came.
she and me went to elias mall.
i thought it was elias PARk mall.
or something else.
bought cup noodles and bread.
and WALKED all the way to the chalet.
played stress in the garden.
all by ourselves.
since there were only us and henry and yi chen.
ERR, i watched tv. elmo's world.
and i fell asleep on the couch.
decided to go to the room.
and i SLEPT again.


PIG.
see how boring the chalet is.
err, made nutella for myself.
since i bought bread.
and was lazy to share.
LALALALA.
since i felt guilty, i made bread
for everyone.
ERR, me and hid went to the beach.
looked at the sand, sun and sea.
so nice. so WINDY.
and we thought a tyre was a crocodile.
=.="
nearly wanted to call the police.!!


shai came.
played more SNAP.
bored shit.
pillow fight with brian and celia.
brian is so violent.
bbq started.
watched TXY.
ate hot dog
watched star idol.
ate chicken.
watched rainbow connection.
played charades?


i think dempster is kuku-ly weird.
shai's parents sent me to mrt.
took mrt with sadiq and rahman
since i saw them.
OHWELLS,
im so bored.
i cant sleep.
i think i slept too much.


to whoever is concerned,
cheer up, dont ponder too much.
on things. start afresh.
[=


i should have just stayed at the chalet.
=/

♥ 11:14 PM

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qazzim_; <3>
FIRST I LOOK LIKE THAT GUY

qazzim_; <3>
NOW I LOOK LIKE A GIRL

If you're going through hell, keep going. says:
HAHAHAH.

If you're going through hell, keep going. says:
U BISEXUAL.

If you're going through hell, keep going. says:
HAHAHAHAHAA

If you're going through hell, keep going. says:
have the both of the world

qazzim_; <3>
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

qazzim_; <3>
JAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

qazzim_; <3>
DIAOOO!!


LOL PLEASE.
HAHAHAHAH. SO LAME.
ANDDDDDDDD,
jazimin asked me.



.::A.Q.U.E.O.U.S::.. ...shud i join HQ?... says:
did qazim trimmed his eyebrow?
haram you know.


go work for muis luh you.
AHHHHHH.
first i look like that guy.
second, i look like a girl
third, people thinks i trimmed my eyebrows.


OHMYY.
HAHAHAH.
what the hell?

♥ 10:32 PM

FINE LAAAAAHHH.
paiseh alr.
down THERE is the name.
down THERE it shall be then.


went to town just now.
jazimin wanted to renew his passport.
DAMN long queue.
need to wait for like 222 more people.
like whatthehell.
went to town straightaway.


met naz, ate at bk.
went all the way to far east.
MY HAIR IS NOT RED SIAAA.
whatthehell.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
it was like so glowing red when i first dyed.
now its like..
KAPOOF.
black.
looks red only in certain light.
-faints.


YAHHHHh.
went to kinokuniya.
there was like a sudden invasion
of cuties and hotties in town suddenly.
hahaah. im like WOAHH.
and so, we went home after thaat.
my princess is in her chalett.
hahah.
and she wants her cousins to beat me up
cos i dont want to entertain her.
DIAO PLS.
=.="

♥ 8:48 PM

OHMYYYY.
went to bugis j8 just now.
all by myself.
WHEEE.
[=


helped yi mei and anz to sell stuffs.
whahahah.
watched the SAS band perform.
in their hawaiian shirts.
whoots. sec1 to 3s i guess.
quite cool luh.


then sold quite a few sweets.
hahah. i thought it was damn ex.
3lollipops for 5bucks?
whahahah.
desperate times called for desperate measures.
so like half an hour before the end,
we cut everything to half price.
like woaaah, water bottles for 10cents?


oh yeah, siglap sec performed.
quite okay luh.
AND I SAW THE CRUSH OF MY LIFE.
[=
not from siglap band luh. hahahah.
WHEEE, so exciting.
lol.
-melts.


and i thought this telok kurau girl was hot.
fuyyoh. nice hair and face.
she so doesnt look cheena.
like a bit angmoh, somehow.
coolness.
ANW, miah came with his gang.
wen bin, kang sheng and all.
hahahah. they participated in some contest.
fit the most in the car?
they got 2nd man.
50people in 8mins.
like WOAAH, how do you ALL fit in?


down under (name of the group)
won most innovative and.
3rd for best group.
quite good luh.
but i think they expected first, who doesnt.
ERRR, tms primary won. like wthell?
they are like so damn nosiy pls.
irritated the hell out of me.
still dare argue.
-faints.


ANW, the people left for xw's car.
me, ym and wenbin got left behind.
took the mrt.
yi mei and wenbin went to meet them for dinner.
pastamania or something.
and clever yi mei left her wallet with me
and i had to walk ALL THE WAY UP
to the station to give to her.
=_="


town tmr i guess.
RAWRHHH.
im BROKE.
=/


RED HAIR IS COOOLL WORXSXXXhHh.
SO BENG AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
CANT STAND IT.
ANW, i bought the devil keychain.
DAMN CUTE PLEASE.
$3.90 only cann.
at the j8 just now.
the kimberly shop.
whooots. bargain of the year.
other shops sell it for like 12bucks.
WHOOTS.
[=

♥ 10:16 PM

i think my new fridge door is going to
come off if i keep opening it very violently.
wheee. i think my new fridge is damn cool.
bloody big pls. can FEED and FIT the whole
of africa. bloody cool.


went to sentosa just now.
met meilan and bf at interchange.
met up with lihwei, jaime and fae after that.
took to harbour front and shuttle bus-ed to
SENTOSA. wheee.


went to siloso beach. stole all the bloody
CHAIRS and tanned there.
i took this PORN-looking kind of pic.
HAHAHAH. bloody gross.
[=


decided to eat at delifrance.
10bucks gone. -faints.
lihwei dropped her pizza.
the worker told her "no refund".
but fortunately, the DAMN FIERCE
manager gave her a NEW pizza instead.
DAMN SWEET MANN.
hahah. now lihwei loves her instead of
criticsing her for being SCARY looking.
weirdo.


oh yeah, rugby matches going on.
the saints, hwa chong-ers and all were there.
saw reza there too.
went to palawan for fun.
bloody waste of time.
decideed to go back siloso again.
DIAO pls.


decided to take back the chairs and TAN
again. but stupid people dont let us.
supposdly for the hotel people.
like wthell luh.
never say earlier, like how are we
supposed to know. even those CABs took
the chairs luh.
RARWRRRH.
pissed.


decided to go back since it was raining.
those people left and i met meiling
went to j8 to support our school ppl.
the scenery there was quite nice.
[=
ANW, there was the SA band and my
TWIN was there. YAY. twin my foot.
we dont even look the same can.
hahahah. and loadsa weird people.
and OHYAHH, this red hair-ed CAB
was laughing at me and mei on the train.
cos we were bickering like shit then he
smiled at us. hahah. so cute. i didnt know
CABs were so kaypoh.
i LOVED his hair pls. hahah.
red it shall be.


went to TM and CS.
aching feet i tell you.
prolly going to j8 again tmr.
prolly go help yimei and all.
hahah. if im needed that is
okay then.
bye.
[=

♥ 10:50 PM

aren't we like cute? HAHAH. damn cute. [=


yesterday was raya outing with the nameless clique.
i cant deny that it was the BEST outing ever.
whahahahah.
so much more fun cos we had less houses i guess?


met fatin at bedok at around 11+
when we were supposed to be alr at alia's house.
took pics. and ATE.
went to raudah's house next.
HAHAHAH.
hiddy was damn unlucky.
alia spilled drinks on her.
=p


ERR,
shairah is so violent when playing VIDEO
games can. i shall show her video here SOON.
since she wants instant fame. HAHAH.
spastic i tell you.


went to shai's house.
yummy yummy.
food was delicious. PUDDING. =/
i think im becoming fatter alr. SHIT.
we RAN a lot today please.
like to catch a bus and all.
cos we took too many pics and missed
so many buses. GOD.
and the bus driver STOPPED the bus
to check alia's ezlink. she's stll a student
for heaven's sake.
HMPHFTUI!


fahmi's house was DAMN nice can.
so hotel.
loved it.
i wanna be rich. DAMN.
i love the lift. mirror. COOL.
and we embarassed ourselves while
taking pics.
cos we took it opposite the gym and people
INSIDE who were exercising could see us.
POSING like some retards.
MALUness to the extreme.
=/


went to shida's house.
then fatin's house.
then to COFFE BEAN at century square.


and so we talked all night about the rest
of our lives. hahah. so graduation.
only me, shai, fatin, hid and raudah was thr.
planned what to do for class chalet.
talked about LOADS of stuffs.
our 4years and all.
IM SO GONNA MISS MY FRIENDS.
AND TMS.
=/

ANYWAYY, just wanna say that.
the hari raya outing with
alia, fatin, shida, raudah, hidayah,
shairah, wani and fahmi was fun.
YAY.
i think i need to put all the pics somewhere.
AND SHAI's VIDEO.
[=

♥ 2:24 PM

im bloody pissed.
=/


grad night was fun.
not really SAD you see.
ERR, slide presentation was funny.
especially ours and 4N.
[=


speeches and all.
we got a TMS ring.
DAMN COOL
and our host was the TXY guy.
the sissy fishball making guy.
cute but not hot.
wasted. HAHAH.
=/


lucky draw which we did not win.
a single bloody thing.
some pics thingy.
alia and swathi won.
lalala.
ERR, food sucked.
sorta. i loved the mango pudding tho'
the auntie who served us food sucked too.
bloody impatient.


phototaking was fun
loved my class.
everyone dressed up really well.
no slippers and sandals.
all glamm-ed up.
even the geekiest ones.
[=


some of our classmates looked OLD.
waaaaay old.
as in 40+ on the verge of extinct type.
there were some TAI-TAIs (YY).
and some popstar wannabe on the verge of
retirement. HOHO.
[=


some guy won best dressed.
although he looked like some other guy.
melissa said it was randomly picked since
everyone looked the same. =_="
muntaz won best dressed too.
she looked nice.
[=


karen won ms temasek.
she had a double tiara.
cool.
and reza was mr temasek.
yeah.


lalala.
many random shots with random people.
like alex, sheng yuan, wei jian and etc.
SO WEIRD.
hahaha.
ooo. so many nice pics.
-melts.


miah and alex were famous for the day
since so many wanted to take with them!
hahah.
=/


tmr's jalan raya.
YAYYY. so lazy to go.
=/
RAWRRR.

♥ 12:40 AM

AHHHHHHHHHHhH.
today's gradnite.
COOLNESS.
lala.
i dont know what to do after the thing. =/
RAWRRR.


WHEEE.
went to school DAMN early today.
so sad. =/
I MISSED ENG. (right)
hahah.
i told him that straight in his face.
sorta. dont think he heard.
ASS.


chin ghee, the number one student in class.
looks kinda ah lian with her dyed hair.
HAHAH.
so did the rest of their gang
=______________="


OKAAAAY.
tmr's our raya outing
wheee.
money, money come to me.

♥ 2:20 PM

HELLLO.
the apek at the spectacle shop says i cant wear contacts.
%5%7%8*78^(7^65323280^545%(8&^$3
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR.
cos my degree's too high or something.
shit.
i told my mum i wanted to run away from home.
BUT I HAVE NO MONEYYY.
HOW TO SURVIVE.
ARRRRRR.


ANYWAYYY. shall continue with my emo entries.


CELIAAA.
boobsies. chem partner. love her lots. whoo. HAHAH. closer to her this year, she sits beside me for chem. YAY. she rocks lots and is always there for me, whenever im sad, happy or meet my crush in town. the power of SMS-ing. she's actually pretty, hot and sexy. HAH. =X okay, shall be nice. uhm, she can be a model luh. and i think she has this scandal with lisong without me knowing. TSKTSK. shake legs couple. PURRFECT. [= all thanks to her, my chem results has been EXTREMELY bad and woonie likes to pick on me! =/ i dont know how we are able to click so well when we were like total strangers? now eveyrthing has changed and we're quite close, sorta. hahah. share stuffs, SECRETS and all. she's very funny and NEVER fails to make me laugh. i dont know how im gonna survive without my pretyy friend next year man. =/ OKAY, shall miss u lots. takecare and seeya alrt?! WE BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH. FRIENDS FOREVER. (cheesy i know)
OHYAHH, remember that time at the airport when u were pissed at me and i chased after you? so kdrama. HAHAh. anw, im sorry for all the mean things i've done and said to you. one, two, three, AWWW.


YI MEI.
MOTHERRR. [= got to know her so much better this year. she's NICE and EVIL at the same time. cold on the outside but nice on the inside i guess. GUESS. lol. she's very funny and likes to ask me carry her books. WAHH, bag so big cannot put books inside. what the? OKAY, she's DAMN spastic (evidence is with me), always so HYPER and retardedly funny. VERY authoritative and LEADER-ly. no such word i know. she's DAMN smart, very ambitious and very picky. and she doesnt make people feel left out especially me, cos im damn extra and i always hang around with her friends. HAHAH.. thanks lots man. SEEYA IN SA. (if i can..). I GOT SOULD BUT IM NOT A SOLDIERRRR. [= YIMEI IS A SPASTIC GIRL. next time go airport somemore hor? see mr crew. YAY.


ANSLEY.
my depression partner. WHEE. DAMN DAMN HYPER and supposedly overfriendly. HAHAH. =X but she's nice to talk too, always smiling and i think she likes to STARE at me a lot. HAH. not happy isit? i think lime green is cool OKAY, take it that im dedicating this blog to you. AWW. she's WEIRD, just like me. and she doesnt want to admit it. RAWR. likes to send more songs, is nice to talk to and i HATE her when she's PMS-y. hahah. so UN-ansley luh. must CHEER up and not be SAD okay. if ansley is sad and depressed, the whole world wont function properly. SOO, seeya and STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!! my lovely little lumps, check it out. YOUR FAVE SONG. HAHAH. [=

JIALIN.
yes. VERY BLUR girl. ask her chem question then she always gimme a DAMN long answer until i dont understand. but she's very nice and friendly. she's always online in the middle of the night and always talks to me when im about to go off. HAHAH. very knowledgable and her behaviour very cute. HAHAH. blur blur type. funny. yes, she's a great friend cos she promised to cheer me up when im down and share problems with. YAY. hahaha. OKAY THEN. seeya tmr MAN. with ure curly hair. ure curling it right? hahah. dont look like mrs hong hor?! TAKECARE SEEYA. [=


LIHWEII.
HAHAHAH. u want me to write for u even tho ure not in my school or class. HAHAH. okay, thanks for being a nice friend, always there to crap and cheer me up, there to show my your NEVER-ENDING MANY MANY CRUSHES, whether its kristy or christopher or OTHERS. many i tell you. HAHAH. there to bitch about people and go to town with and look at both guys and girls and what they're wearing. and ure so EVIL that u still force me to write fastr. IM SO HURT. rawr. ure so evil. BOOHOO. go cry now. hahahah. OKAY, she's DAMN friendly, has friends from all over the country, more like world i tell you. and she wants to steal my crush's supposed stead. HAHAH. go steal. i dont mind. OKAY, i LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES.YAYY. [= SEEYA IN MI WORXXSSh


i think i wrote for the np girls alr long long ago, so yeah. AHHHH.
GRADNITE TMR.
THANKS SO MUCH AUNT FOR LENDING ME YOUR CAM.
<3

♥ 9:33 PM

ansley and celia wrote the nostalgic post alr.
dedicating to friends that will be missed greatly.
i feel quite touched and i think i shall write it like..
now?
okayyyy.
in random order.


ALIA.
we didnt really like each other did we? hahahah. u always liked to bully me and make fun of me. RAHH. now, things have definitely changed. altho' we occassionally bicker, we dont really kick, hit, smack each other do we? hahah. violence man. yeah. those sec1 and 2 times. so childish. now we are so much more mature, yes? anw, all the best for ure TJC? or VJ. im sure u can go there. HEHEH. stay pretty. and yes, i dont like ure cats. =p


FATIN.
my turtle cucumber!! hahah. when i first saw her, i was kinda intimidated cos she was TALL man. i was short in sec1 u see. thats why always kena bully. tsktsk. ANYWAYY, fatin's my going home partner and she types in perfect english. i think her laughter is DAMN funny (very fake! lol!! =X) she's extremely intelligent u see, very hardworking and u can share ureproblems with her. she's always there. YAY. hahahah. and yes, she's like a MOTHER. she just has that authoratative thing about her. HAHAH. okay.


SHAIRAH.
classmates for 6years. didnt know each other for like 3yrs. HAHAH. more like avoid. she's damn bitchy luh. i cant believe im now frens with her. HAHAH. cos we are like total opposites u see. nerd and cool. ugly and pretty. oops. yes, she's DAMN enthu man. especially in games (captain balls!! YAYY!) very informative about the latest gossips, damn fashionable, and she hits on sadiq in class. AWW. "you want to buka together? just me and you." LOL. classic line man. and yes, MJC u shall go. im gonna miss you man. bitching partner. [= OOH, she likes to argue with people. and she ALWAYS wins. -salutes


HIDAYAH.
forever bullying me man. like wthell uh? hahah. she's damn WEIRD i tell you. does weird things at the weirdest time, moodswingy and NO, we dont go to broom closets together. HAHAHAH. i think she's damn funny (weird) and we like to bicker a lot. there always seems to be something to bicker about you see, be it the weather, teachers and physics. yes. she's always making eng angry. HAHAH. and im so gonna miss bickering with her. yes, i had a crush on her in sec1. 2nd half of the year. i swear my brain went on a holiday at that period of time. FULLL OF EXCUSES AH this girl "i cannot go out cos my dad was in a bad mood". HAHAHAH.


WANI.
my one and only friend. HAHAH. 8subjects person. whee. she's damn funny and moodswingy luh. unique laughter. NANNY FRAN. has a crush on a pilot and someone. she's very hardworking, clever and humble. nice to copy homework from, since she's nice and very willing. nice to crap around with. especially during physics lessons and homework time when the rest of the gang skipped hw time or are at the library. she's small and cute and like a chilli padi. not to be bullied, will fight back. very emo and is a good dancer. YAY. my one and only friend rocks.


RAUDAH.
harry potter fan man. has like the HUGEST handwriting on earth. for what, martians to see isit? her hair is damn DIFFERENT. very bushy, very hermione-ish. LOL. okay, raudah's DAMN enthu especially in sports and religious activities.very sporty and likes netball. she has LOTS of funny dreams man (giving birth to hydrogen atoms) and so on. a very good blogger, go visit her blog please. her entries are always so uniquely funny and it cracks me up sometimes. (emphasises on sometimes). not really close to her tho, but OHWELLS. [= NASSIER!


SHIDAFAHMY.
hahahah. also known as shida. YAY. my np mate in sec1 and 2. MILO freak. she's nice, very good in malay, FUNNY. her jokes are either lame or funny but no matter what, u'll still end up laughing. she's very fun to be with and the 2years i spent with her during np was fun cos only she and faizal were the malay people there. PENGUIN. hahahah. OKAY. go tpjc and study hard alrt? join ure MLEP. hahah. and we shall go sit at simpang bedok and eat together someday. SET UP CLEOPATRA!! toilet cleaner u shall be. [=


OKAYYYY.
that shall be enought for today.
shall write about the rest tmr.
i <3 my nameless clique.
[=

♥ 12:25 AM

im depressed.
i think its kinda sad when u like someone.
but unfortunately, the person is attached,
or doesnt like you.
i think it hurts. deeply.
doesnt it?
maybe i should just get a life.
freee of all these kind of crushes.
and stupid infatuations.
yes, i shall be a monk.
thankyou.


towned with mei, li, and fae.
hahah. we are the MEILIFAEQAs.
whatever.
li hwei, or ashley as she wants to be called,
was being evil today. major bitchiness i tell you.
hui yu's gang man. RAHH.
ate at BK.
meiling spilled chilli all over.
and fae spilled some on my shirt.
coolnesss. =_="
clumsyness at its extreme.


bought my blazer at far east.
super unglam plastic bag i got.
the shopkeeper was DAMN nice.
i like her. [=
looks so chao ah lian, but her english quite pro.
WHEEEEE.
ohyeah, me, mei and fae donated 10bucks to firdausi.
since he was working to collect donations.
coolness.
his cheena friend wanted to cheat us.
IDIOT.


oh, we met ian there.
with his gf i think.
they look good toegther.
should be his gf luh.
so compatible.
envy-ness.
[=

♥ 8:58 PM

after attending the motivational camp, i learnt that there wasnt such a thing as stupid people. how sad i was when i was proven wrong just now. as you can see, i went to my religious class just now, yes? it was AFTER recess. this whole group of mats were like the LAST ones to enter u see. as they entered, due to the process of diffusion, their SMOKE FROM THE CIGARETTE diffused with the surrounding air and in 5seconds, the whole room was filled with the smell of smoke.


then the teacher asked whether they smoke (DUH) and they were denying it (double DUH). so stupid luh these mats. if you do not want to be caught SMOKING, at least put on some deodarant, heavy perfume or SOMETHING to hide the smell luh. and come early to class so that teachers wont suspect u mats of smoking? ohmy, these people are so..NEVERMIND. (stupid). i have no right to say that but yes, im just expressing MY unhappiness.


ANYWAYY, yesterday was DAMN fun.
went to bugis with fae. there was this guy on the mrt wearing the SAME EXACT shirt from topman that i wanted. DAMN. hahahah. so we walked around. i bought this long sleeved shirt. quite cheap uh. like 1/3 the price of the shirt from topman. HAHAH. good bargain i must say. not really bargain, but yeah. im HAPPY.


went to OG. i told fae it was for OLDIES and she didnt believe.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
damn retarded. all the clothes there looks so ancient.
BLUEKK. =p


went to town then.
met mei at the blue soldier.
she looks so damn unglam can.
with her BOX OF CHOCS.
and PLASTERS all over.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
she plastered the WHOLE BOX OF CHOCS MAN.
oh, she was from little india.
mustafa centre u see.
:/


dined at BK.
went to heeren. all those daniel yam dresses.
went to i-forgot-the-name.
fae bought a DRESS. YAY.
daniel yam. 130+ bucks.
like woah, but both me and mei thinks its gorgeous.
(:


i thought i saw derrick hoh wei jian.
HAHAHAH.
in a cap since he's in ns i guess.
and he's so freaking thin.
i stared at him and he stared back.
should be him i guess.
-faints.


mei and her giordano shirts.
HAHAHAHAH.
i think the shopkeeper was so DAMN freaky.
suddenly POPPED out.
and asked whether we needed help.


FAR EASTT. i wanted to buy more shirts.
since we were dead tired.
we train-ed all the way to DHOBY.
DAMN FAR CAN.
AIYO.
so we went home.
ALL TIRED.


i need a blazer, jacket or something
anyone?
and i need a digicam too.
volunteers?
i hope potty tix arent sold out
supposed to go with the KWBs.
OHWELLS.


prolly going to town again tmr.
YAYY WHEE DOOPE YAY.

♥ 11:53 AM

tons of ancient pics. hmms, miss those times.


be yourself day. sec3. (:

my surprise birthday at pasir ris. so fun. so much for BOWLING. (:

national day 03.

racial harmony 03. beloved 3-6.

colour my world cip. so fun. colourful faces. busking in town? singing national day songs. like woaah. (:

1st nov. afternoon before malay paper2. no wonder i got a b3. :/ we went to the beach!

hari raya. heheh. rusy's house. those singapore idol days. =X

x-country 05. i didnt run. too lazy. bleargh.

tying wani's hair. hobby. lol

no comments. ..

at the school fountain. crazy man. hahah.

we are DAMN excited cos we're going to LABRADOR. whee.

labrador with suriadi. geooooography.

music is it. ghetto flava. they won. cool. (:

nco camp 05. for the sec3s. hyper. cos of..

HONEY BS. andddd.

GREEN TEA. slacking in the room while everyone was being scolded downstairs. (:

thats err..fatin

sports meet 05. (:

balloon day 05. so much fun. we sold so many balloons can.

at the botanic gardens. being kiasu, i sold the FIRST balloon even before we got the license to kill. sell i mean.

ANIMAL FARM. (:


too many nice pics. hmms, lazy to put. this shall be sufficient then. hope it doesnt jam everyone's com. (:

♥ 11:37 AM

4years of my life in TMS is coming to an end.
in like 5days or lesser.
thats a bit sad isnt it?
i think the four years (3actually. sec1 was a waste of my life)
of my life in this school has been the most
wonderful years in my life.
yes, we had joy we had fun, we had seasons in the sun.
all those crappy jokes, bitchy gossips and
criticising teachers. :/
im gonna miss those activities.


the teachers are not ALL bad.
with the exception of a few (morni, eng, yadayada)
the people are not ALL bad.
with the exception of a few (shall not be named)
the school is kinda ugly thought.
OHWELLS,
its not the school which matters.
its the PEOPLE inside.
the friends i've made.
they've made my life meaningful. and FUN.


they've made me not hate school.
look forward to every single day. (sorta)
and etc.
im gonna miss the classmates.
SO SO MUCH.
and sec1s,2s and 3s.
:/
and my friends.
since all are aiming for different schools.
HAIYO.


its hard to say it, time to say it
goodbye, goodbye


shall find some pics to put up.
[=

♥ 9:51 AM

OS ARE OVER. MONTHS OF MUGGING HAVE COME TO AN END. (:
ENJOY, REJOICE, HAPPINESS.
keywords of the day.
created by ME mind you.


ANYWAYY, yesterday was the LAST time
i went to the airport. SO SAD. cant see CREW
anymore. WHAHAHA.
=/
and today was HISTORY paper.
i found it easy.
i predicted germany, china and russia to come out.
it really came out.
thankgod.
love chairman mao to bits.
(:


CHEM WAS QUITE OKAY.
HEHEH.
eddie tan is so funny.


AHAH!! you! where you wanna go?!
are you lost?! can form singapore's own
version of LOST!!


ANDDD..
"i know all of you are excited Os have ended,
we must thank the invigilators..
-whole hall claps and screams and wolf whistles-
thank all the teachers.
-whole hall claps and screams and wolf whistles-
and so we thanked everyone in the hall.
everyone was DAMN hyper i tell you.


"i know all of you want to watch harry potter.
all of the theatres are fully booked. go to
bedok cinema, princess. confirm got empty space"
HAHAHA. diao diao diao.


freaking funny.


i just realised i wasnt really a great screamer after all.
went to town. :/
lihwei left. left me and faezah. hahah.
went to heeren and wisma.
topshop. so many nice shirts.
didnt know which one.
going there again tmr.
i GUESS.


shai invited me to go with her too.
but i think she swati and rani will
take a DAMN long time picking their clothes.
hahah. girls. so im prolly going with fae.
and HARRY POTTER on SUN.
if its not CINE then its TM.
WHOOOOOOOOOOOo.
os are over.

♥ 10:31 PM

i feel so sick.
my stomach feels so queasy.
i feel like dying.
i hope aimran's chicken pox didnt infect me.
thats very out of the point.


im feeling so sad.
feeling very empty. so broken up inside.
very kelly clarkson i know.
but im feeling that right now.
it must be one of those depressive days.
nothing's going right.
my life is going nowhere.
there's noone there for me when i need it.


like what celia said.

like, when u have friends ard u laughing so happily. everything seems fine. then aft they left. its so quiet all of a sudden..
or when everyone seem to be so happy, and yet im so empty inside. so ironic. the smiling faces ard u don seem to affect u


something like that.
ohwells.
i dont know.
:/
shall wait for the three horrible days to end then
after tmr, the word physics shall never appear in my life
ever again. amaths too. wheee.

♥ 8:35 PM

ITS SUCH A FREAKING SMALL WORLD.
he knows her. she knows him
oh puhlease, spare me the details please.
and yes, 4more days.
im having amaths exam in TWO hours. HEHEH.
and what am i doing online?
i dont know.
OHWELLS.

♥ 11:45 AM

i think friendster is freaky.
:/
im studying history.
i think history's COOL.
now THAT's freaky.


i like jay's song number four and 10.
so nice.
and i have so little pics.
aiyo, how to change my blog's background man.
):


noone's interesting online.
amaths tmr. HEHEH.
fizah CLAIMED ( i swear she gets better than that)
she gets f9 for every amaths test.
and a b3 for Os. =_____+"
but that was TWO years ago.
HMMS, if i get a b3 uh, i'll be DAMN DAMN happy.
whahahah.
-dreams on.

[edit//]
i just read someone's blog.
hmms, one of the entries seems so true.
applies to my life, me to be exact.
just like what im experiencing now.
i dont know.
:/


and its no use denying what you are, bitch.
randomness. [=

♥ 12:53 PM

less than one week left. (:
SO EXCITING.
dont know how many days to gradnite.
school hall. YAYY. so cool i tell you.


went to my dad's friend's house.
bloody hell.
never give me money sia. AIYO.
its not like im married with kids or smtng.
RAWRRRH.
cheapo!! (:


ANW, went to fizah's house yesterday.
an extremely enriching and money-making experience.
she intro'ed me to her WHOLE school her friends.
which are mainly good-looking guys.
=_="
HAHAHAH.
she showed me her rugger crush. WOAAH.
he looked like the manlier version of derrick okay.
the superstar guy. COOL.
and i think SHAMUS is a cool name.
AGREED?!


anw, i bought this cheapo mp3 played.
quite old news alr.
i bought JAY'S CD. whee. ohmygod.
he looks so kiddy with humoungous eyes.
HAHAH. cool.
i bought this beng looking shirt.
purple somemore. my mum's recommendation.
:/ better than look ahpek.
LOL.


PUT THE LIME IN THE COKE YOU NUT.
recent statistics have shown that my entries
are making perfectly no sense at all and
everything is extremely random. yes.
i think the Os are making my brain go
KAPOWEEUUT and i cant think.


ERRM. OKAY!!
no school tmr.
[=

♥ 8:34 PM

I SAW FAUZY LAILY.
hahahah. the anugerah guy.
at the mosque. i THINK its him.
asri said yes, but i doubt him.
cos the guy looked a bit distorted.
=X


ANYWAY, i dislike someone in MY school.
i dont know why. GRR.
not really ONE person, but there's more than that.
the sight of them makes my blood boil. :/
hahah. i hate people for no reason.
=X


i think that emaths just now was easy.
geog was OKAY. but i wanted it to be EASY. ):
one more week. i hate 3/4 of the subs i taking next week.
physics, amaths, hist. all the DIE subjects.
i love chem tho. (:


i dont know what to write. :/
i think pretty girls shouldnt smoke.
im not a paedophile celia. =_="
i think my humps videos is cool.
cool moves and vibrating boobs.
xD


i think the people in our school are not so bad looking.
sec1s i mean. hahah. its just that SOME (most) are
irritating, noisy, lian-minah-beng-mat-ish.
major turnoff.
OKAY.
not making sense.

♥ 1:48 PM

english compo was bad.
i shouldnt have done on parents and teachers.
i should have done on jobs instead.
bloody shit.
i had a tummy ache this morning.
the bus took such a freaking long time.
i thought i was gonna fail my english.
i nearly wanted to take the exam at ping yi sec.
perseverance yields success. =_="


i think typing like this saves time. (:
i still cant believe my compo didnt make any sense.
ARURGHH!!
):
ANW, my sis got kicked to em3.
fucking sad luh.
and her two good friends got kicked there too.
=_="
see luh, keep talking on the phone and sms-ing non-stop.
SIGHHS.

♥ 3:29 PM

ss was a killer.
maths was okay.
thank god.


i think i have a cool family history.
my dad's side that is.
imagine owning HUGE ships.
and part of changi.
imagine a few brothers.
fighting over shares.
backstabbing. yadayada.
so "tong xin yuan."
COOL.

♥ 12:52 PM

hari raya was quite okay.
visited relative's house as usual.
dad's side that is.
so many colourful families.
the blacks, blues, greens, purples and beige?
OKAAAAY.
damn colourful


i love my cousins.
EX-BO is so retarded. hahahahah. =X
not so many pics man.
not so much money collected also.
danced at awan's room. HAHAH.
so retarded man. (:
i have 258bucks.


went to MARRYBROWNS just now.
[=
saw my friend. and jialin's friend.
HAHAH.
my friend's name was eugene chew eh?
or crew. HAHAH.
okay. nevermind.
im HUNGRY.
):

♥ 7:27 PM

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
O LEVELS COMING.
WHEEEE.
[=


UHM, went t airport with yi mei and jia lin.
studied ss, maths and geog.
cool. hahah. i think river processes is fun.
WHOOTS.
saw ms woon and gang there.
wthell?
kctan, lim keng boon, rajah..


so cool.
and i thought the cashier at marry brown's
was a girl? =_="
but he turned out t be a guy instead.
not really guy, i dont know.
HAHAHAH.
whatever.


ohyeah, im supposed to ask for forgiveness.
from all those i've hurt, killed, burnt t death
those i've hurt with my words.
since i dont really think when i speak.
all those i've neglected.
im SORRY. ):
-cries to death as if jingshu (kdrama character) kena knocked down by car.
BOOOHOOO.


I WANT T BUY JAY'S NEW CD.
I WANT T BUY GRAD NIGHT CLOTHES.
I WANT T BUY THE KILLER'S CD.
I WANT T DYE MY HAIR BLUR.
HAHAHAHAH.
i think the last one is dumb.

♥ 9:21 PM

i cried yesterday.
so did my sis.
):
bloody korean drama.
she turned blind alr.
read between the lines.
whoohoo.


ANW, i tink i look DAMN decent in the pic.
i dont know why.
whahahah.
its not that im not decent now.
but yeahh

♥ 1:45 PM